switchfoot- let that be enough (lyrics)

Okay this is PROBABLY the last one I'll post today, BUT, I came across this song on an old Jars of Clay CD from when i was in college, more than ten years ago. I hadn't listened to it in FOREVER. But when I put it in, I basically melted. It's not a symbol of me singing to Addison, it is a song to God, but I can't help but get chills when it talks about the singer being 22 years old, which was the age Addison was when he died. This is the song I would sing to God, and HAVE been on a daily basis. Nothing can make me happy anymore now that Addison is gone, nothing I see at least, so God has to be enough. He WILL, in His time not mine. It hasn't happened yet. I still love my family and husband SO much, but the void without my brother is bigger than all of them. I'm no saint, and I'm not that strong, I'm just waiting until I can have happy days again with my family, minus Addison, who was the life of the party, EVERY time. It will come eventually, it's just hell getting to eventually.